Counting Down the Days

 Weight this am - 155.6

And....it's up again.    Aaarrgghhh.    I need this to go Down not Up.   sigh.   I was really hoping I'd see the same as yesterday or a little nudge lower...not another up.   It's making me really question whether I should look into going up in dose.    That will require a call in to the insurance company to verify that the pre-auth is for all doses, not just 1.7.    And I really didn't want to have to think about this again...just wanted to take my meds and be done with it.     urgh.

Today we need to run out to the store and pick up a few things.    Get everything ready for Tuesday.    I think I'll call the insurance on Monday just to check on the pre-auth.    If it needs to be adjusted then I'll have to put a call into the Dr later this week.   Probably Thursday.      

I just want to see the scale move again.   And I REALLY want to see a loss this Wednesday.   Close out the month with some scale movement.    EVERYTHING feels like limbo right now...including my weight.   Hover.  Hover.  Hover.   

Come on 153.   Even if it's just 153.8.   I really need to see you.