Frustrating

 Weight this am 140.6

I need to be done with the 140's.   Seriously.  Everything else in the world is feeling rather shitty so I need something positive.    I've been in the 140's since Feb 2nd so it's over 2 months now.   At least when I hit the 140's I stayed there....I didn't bounce back up like I've done since I hit the 130's.   It needs to go to the next weight decade and stay there.   

I feel like the running on adrenaline has stopped and I'm crashing hard right now.   I need a boost to my mood and the scale shifting would do that.    Just one pound, little scale, just one.